My mom found a rusty razor, I told her I didnt cut with it.. But I did. I just dont want to get a shot.. ): I finally just sent her a text manning up to the thing I had done.
I remember waking up in the ambulance after I OD,
"where am I?"
"in the ambulance, you tired to kill yourself"
(tears come down my cheek [ Because I didnt die])
"LET ME DIE"
Thats all I said on the way to the hospital
Im a horrible person. I cant live like this anymore. I tell the truth about the voices but no one knows, im always in cartoon land
Anonymous asked: This is the anon from earlier, and yes, I do sometimes have periods where there are no "aberrations" in my reality I guess you could say. This is usually when they put me on a new med cocktail. When I'm not heavily medicated, the hallucinations are constant.
Anonymous asked: Hello! Just curious how schizophrenia and psychosis differ? I've done the research and asked the questions but I'm still not 100% sure... I've been diagnosed as having severe re-occurring psychosis. Just curious what your thoughts are on this. My hallucinations and delusions sound a lot like other schizophrenics so I was curious.
Hmm thats a tough question. I have Psychosis but I also have all the other symptoms of schizophrenia. do you ever have points in witch you dont hear/see anything at all?
Anonymous asked: im really scared because over the last few years ive had a voice in my head that tells me to hurt myself or others and sometimes i find myself having conversations with myself. i dont know what to do. my grandmother is schizophrenic and she does similar things and im scared because shes terrifying and i dont want to be like her
every Schizophrenic is different, no matter if you were born on the same day and had the same parents. Tell someone, you need help. I didnt think i needed help and for 6-7 years i didnt tell anyone and when I did they didnt believe me because i didnt report it soon enough, stay strong. You can do this.
Ive had bruises on my wrist from fighting so hard.
Alone on the patted floor